Powerlessness – lost autonomy
Collapse in the fetal
Drowning in the river of which others name emotions
Of that, which does not seem to be mine.
Despair of lost control mechanism
Breakdown in the flow of love-hate
The crowded emptiness
The river that tears me
Permanent mind’s eye – displacement
In the state of collateral, collateral damage
I miss you, but I cannot
Not talk, not show … are you blind?
Fucked up decency, fucked up morality and systems
Powerlessness – lost autonomy
Collapse in the fetal
Drowning in the river of which others name emotions
